Friday, December 31, 2010

When She Walks By

When She Walks By
Eyes so dark
Heart so pure
I could never love another
The way I love her
Gleam in her eyes
Like a candles flame
I love when I hear her
Call out my name
When she walks by
Birds stop their flight
The dead come to life
And the blind regain their sight
I could never love another
The way I love herEyes so dark
Heart so pure
Skin so softSoul on fire
She fills me with
Complete desire
The way she moves
The way she looks
One glance at her
Was all it took
When she walks by
People stareAt her radiant face
And her ebony hair
She fills me withComplete desire
Skin so softSoul on firePerfect body
A scholar's mind
Michelangelo would envy
Such a findBeautiful smile
Always sincere
Whoever's around
Wants her near
When she walks byAngels weep
Gods hide their facesAnd lovers leap
Michelangelo would envy
Such a find
Perfect body
A scholar's mind

I wonder you knew by me


I wonder you knew,
The love that grew,
In my heart for you.
I had raise it, with my desire,
Which is burning in my heart, like hot fire?
Making my soul lighter,
Along with creating my spirit more Brighter
It is getting inside me slowly,
Helping me to understand you and myself, gradually

I wonder, you knew,
In your dreams, I always love to flew,
To me, this is like dew
Holding each other, flying up the sky,
With You, I would love to go up so high
Passing by the stars and the moon,
Hoping it would be the reality soon
Slowly but surely we would be together some day,
Sooner or later, that has to come one day

I wonder, you knew,
I was just made for you,
Hope you would soon had some clue
About the thoughts and feelings,
My emotions and dealings
To tell you some day, they were made,
But they had now a little bit fade
Hope that time is not away long,
When you and I would be along.




by Missy Khan

MUHABBAT KAM NAHE HOTII.....!




Usay kehna...!!

"Bazahir to hawaen badli badli hain...

Chaman bhe badla badla ha....!!

"Tmharii yad ka mosum nahe badla....!

Meri chahat k phoolon ki...

Abhe khushboo nahe bikhrii.....

Meray andar tmharii zaat ka ehsas baki ha...

Tmharay dam se meri zindagee ma.... saans baki ha...!!

Usay kehna?

Mosum to badaltay rehtay hain youn he...

Kabhee mosum badalnay se... yeh ankhen nam nahe hotii

MUHABBAT KAM NAHE HOTII.....!

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Left Me behind.

Has no idea what the future holds, only knows that the past is something which left me behind.

30 December 2010.........Heart, You forget


I am shut out of mine own heart

New Year's Resolution



As i sit here bleeding,

i read this note to you,

and as you read this i will hear you exclaim

"Oh God this can't be true"

but guess what,

it is and now it's too late for me,

It's too late for you to stop me,

too late for you to change me

Suicide-They say is never the answer,

Yeah, Right.

My New Year's Resolution?

a Simple Suicide Tonight.

Little Girl Lost




Things that once were clear
Are now hazy in her head
Once so strong and confident
Now something inside feels dead
Where is that girl so sure and able
Who conquered demons without pause
Now in her wake a shell remains
And all her strength is lost
Her eyes so sharp and keen with light
Replaced with hollow stares
And a laugh that once was endless
Now seldom does appear
The days go by, turn into weeks
The weeks turn into years
And still she feels the hopelessness
Still she feels the tears
Is she lost forever?
Have the demons finally won?
Did she fight too many battles?
Did she give up before its done?

by Connie (NC, USA)

Something as Simple as not being Last


She wanted something else, something different, something more. Passion and romance, perhaps, or maybe quiet conversations in candlelit rooms. Or perhaps something as simple as not being Last....!!!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

29 December 2010, Rainy Day with Rainy heart


Everything can seem so fine, then Suddenly Stopping and thinking about one thing makes you cry......!!!

Rain in my heart downpours

The tear corona opens the feeling of missing you on the postcard

That sadness in fact does not have any time difference

The rain in my heart downpours

The cold wind has already passed the branches in the courtyard

And it has cooled down the fresh flowers in my hand
t0o sleepy t0 write. M.U bye.



♥♥♥

Some One Changed my every bad habit by Loving me all the Tym and Finally

He Left me saying

that

"U CHANGED"

♥♥♥

Bheegy Mosam Ki
Bheegi Si Raat
Bheegi Si Yaad
Bhuli Hui Baat
Bhula Hua Waqt
Wo Bheegi c Aankhai’
n...Wo Beeta Hua Saath
Mubarak Ho Aap Ko
December Ki Pehli Barsaat

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

CRY baby, 28, Dec 2010


People may forget you. But you cannot forget them, which came into your life. Why do they come, if they have to go at s0me point. Leavin all al0ne. They do'not even bother to lo0k back.

Monday, December 27, 2010

If you love something


If you love something, set it free;
if it comes backs it's yours,
if it doesn't, it never was

Innocent Eyes of Mine


There is living a ruptured soul behind my beautiful face, there nurtures a broken heart behind this healthy stature, there is sea of tears behind these innocent eyes of mine...there lives a real me behind this mask of somebody! :( .....

27 December 2010

Had a stranger day. my designing just ended today. could design anything gud and creative. it happens. :P anyway overall it was ok...... but still to go....whole nite is there.. can make it good and interesting....but have to work on thesis....
So my nite just ended, thinking abt the past. Life is tough to live, no one says it.bt it is. Things c0me n go, trasspassing is always goin on. Time never stops for any0ne. Remembering the past, the day things fall a part. Reflection of fate broke the mirror, wil countinue tomw. Tc

Sunday, December 26, 2010

26, December 2010 Time: 12.30am

Had a wonderful day. Alhamdoillah. Saw the movie, the tourist. Quiet nice and impressive. Showing what a man can do even he is a crook. But still so sincere with his love. But that's a bit rare in this world. One can be sincere to his work but one to his love. Love word is used uselessly. With no really meaning and em0tions. So love is just fake thing. Love is just what Allah do with his Human being.nothing else can be compared to that. Anyway we were talking about the movie. It was pretty nice. And the best part was place where film was shoot.. The dream place to be. Inshallah one day I would like to see it if Allah permission is granted. Ameen. By myself.

Promises broken
Trust has faded
Tell me how we've gotten here
How we fell this far
Medicate me, fill me with your lies
...
The truth's unnoticed,
Tearing me apart
Words are spoken,
Breaking my heart in two
No matter what happens,
I'll be crying for you.

I wish I was dreaming,
When I heard the word "No."
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I let you go.

I wish I was dreaming,
That time I did you wrong.I wish I was dreaming,
The moment I knew I didn't belong.

I wish I was dreaming,
When I continued knowing what I knew,
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I professed my love to you.

Because you never smiled back,
Nor did you even wave.
I just wish I was dreaming,
When I saw my grave ..

Saturday, December 25, 2010

life as we know it


We all know life differently with our experiences and thing we do in our whole life, wat mess we create. Life keeps on playin with us, dnt knw why,bt it do that.
To be settled in life is too difficult because life keep on changing itself.
You barely knw who to blame. oneself or others.but Not having the guts to do that and keep blaming oneself. Maybe there is a big fault in oneself that oneself cant see and other see. Things keep on losing. There is no stability. Life keeps on playin games. games like hide and seek. where people hide and oneself seek. and things still keep on missing for oneself part.
And maybe it will always be missing. Leaving in the middle saything n0thing. behaving like other. this world is selfish and people leaving in it are self centered. there is no meaning in anything. spacing is what left in the end.


I may be strong on the outside but on the inside..

I'm still wishing you will hold me an tell me everything is OK.