Everything is quiet.... but that´s just appearance.
I lay there and close my eyes
I know this night won´t be good... like the many nights before
I try to sleep and nothing else
I´m confused and sad.... turning to and fro
My eyelids are heavy, my head needs to calm down
....only my heart seems to fight against the sleep
Weird thoughts and destroying feelings fly around
Why is sleeping at the moment so difficult?
Trying not to think about you....
But I can´t control these feelings
Like hard, small raindrops the feelings seems to knock on my heart.
The silence crushes me and I can´t stop thinking about you..
Have to forget you, but I can´t...
The raindrops become sad, desperate tears...
My feelings for you are hopeless and have to dissapear.
I have to clear up my situation of feelings and have to forget you.
That really hurts so much...
